today mechanics tutor came in and showed us our grades for mechanics. i got a F grade which is a failed grade. oh my. I knew i didn't do well, but i didn't expect to fail. I'm disappointed in myself. I'm not used to getting this kind of results. I'm not that kind of dude that fails his test poly.

I played too much, always day dreaming and wasting precious time. kick me please..

When i wrote the previous post yesterday, the thought of friends came into my mind. Your presence make me feel awkward all day, your smirk irritates me, i would have stabbed you in the heart if i would not be given a death sentence. yes, you were a good friend, we have common topics, we think alike, thought i understand no one is perfect i just can't accept your ignorance and arrogance. you're just a thorn in my eye.

IT's good to know that some kind souls are in my class, i'm hoping to know them better, i believe they make good life long buddies :) recently i realized that we've got to put in time and genuine care and concern for a friendship to work out. It's interesting to know that people value what you care about them and not just things you say.

Sometimes I learn things the hard way, work hard You Zhi..

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