you zhi :D

A New Chapter.

2010-07-10T23:47:00.002+08:00

I have decided to start a new blog but I would still be keeping this old blog :) a blog is mend to last forever and never be forgotten. so I've link the new one to the old one.

Please visit my new blog at: www.chengyouzhi.blogspot.com

Seeya there :)

Failed.

2010-07-09T16:17:00.002+08:00

today mechanics tutor came in and showed us our grades for mechanics. i got a F grade which is a failed grade. oh my. I knew i didn't do well, but i didn't expect to fail. I'm disappointed in myself. I'm not used to getting this kind of results. I'm not that kind of dude that fails his test poly.

I played too much, always day dreaming and wasting precious time. kick me please..

When i wrote the previous post yesterday, the thought of friends came into my mind. Your presence make me feel awkward all day, your smirk irritates me, i would have stabbed you in the heart if i would not be given a death sentence. yes, you were a good friend, we have common topics, we think alike, thought i understand no one is perfect i just can't accept your ignorance and arrogance. you're just a thorn in my eye.

IT's good to know that some kind souls are in my class, i'm hoping to know them better, i believe they make good life long buddies :) recently i realized that we've got to put in time and genuine care and concern for a friendship to work out. It's interesting to know that people value what you care about them and not just things you say.

Sometimes I learn things the hard way, work hard You Zhi..

Life's a Roller Coaster Ride..

2010-07-08T21:40:00.002+08:00

So many months have pass, so many things have happened, be it good or bad, it has all happened already..

Some highlights or rather lowlights:

School:

Ever since school started for year two, i haven't been really doing any studying or revision. why so? perhaps i've lost my interest? distractions here and there. common tests came unprepared and i really need to buck up for the semestral exams. i hope i will..

I'm starting to doubt myself if i'm a good friend to others, maybe it's my insecurity but i have the fear of having no friends at some point of my life. I have to accept that friends come and go. And many dont deserve my time at all. that's life.

Family:

You know sometimes dad don't understand me and there were plenty of quarrels (as usual), peace don't really last long. quarrels were really heated and i lost control of myself on several occasions and yelled in their faces. sometimes i thought i need counseling. quarrels leave me confused and frustrated. you know the feeling of everyone is against you?

Highlights:

Perhaps the only good thing that happened in the months was my first kart race. I won it. Well, at least i drove better than the 29 other drivers. The win means a lot to me because i'm serious in doing it really well. Apart from getting a medal, i'm getting a pair of racing gloves :)

It seems like more bad things happened than good things.. i need something to vent out my stress, my thoughts, the confusions, the mess inside me. give me a punching bag.

I don't know what you think of me, but I'm sincere and I know you deserve my love :)

Signing off.

Mixed Feelings,

2010-05-21T15:07:00.002+08:00

I hate everyday routine, it just make me very very sick. Sometimes i just can't think of what I'm doing this for. For future? Yea maybe. I'm not doing what i like, and I don't like what I'm doing. i really hope someone can come into my life to make things better. I need a change in my life.

2010-02-26T21:06:00.003+08:00

how i wished i'm in a class that people care..people that care for your feelings. unfortunately i'm not in that kind of class. i'm venting my frustation here..

yes i know i'm stuck up at times, but i know my limits. yes we all come from different backgrounds, we were raised up differently, we all have differences but it doesnt mean we can't get along.

it isn't right to show your emotions and mood at me, you two dont even bother to explain anything. are you against me??

or maybe you like me with a mask on? i would have ignored you if i don't need you. i have left with no choice but to entertain you. of course i'm wise enough to know this.

i dont suffer in silence you know, i dont suffer when i put my mask on everyday, in fact i see you suffer without you knowing - you're cheated by my pretty mask.

okay i'm not being mean here, but i'm doing justice to myself and you two. you know who you are,i really hope you're reading this.

anyway, i shall not waste anymore time on such cowards. please be dead and gone in my life.

P.S i'm feeling much better after typing all out here :)

Stuck in the middle of exams..

2010-02-21T13:01:00.003+08:00

1 down, 3 more papers to go. i really cant wait for exams to end, seriously i just wanna do nothing. makes no sense but that's what i want to do, okay let's see what i'll be doing after exams,

1) working at march IT show and subsequent poly's roadshow
2) do my flying every weekend (practice for competition in june - 3DX)
3) Jog, swim and gym
4) catch F1 action online (i just downloaded sopcast, eagerly waiting for F1 season to start)
5) Sleep late everyday!
6) go out with friends

Okay, looks like i won't be doing nothing after exams.

Anyway, i received a valentine/chinese new year card from a special friend :)

okay, that's all for now seeya.

Chinese New Year in a week

2010-02-09T19:54:00.002+08:00

somethings have been going through my mind and so i have decided to blog it out here. Okay firstly, i went to the airshow last saturday, as always every time i go i get roasted (sunburnt), i wasnt the worst one at least. my friends looked like lobsters! Airshow was similiar to the 2008 one, they just dont have new products everyday like in a supermarket. nevertheless, i still enjoy my time there. you have to have interest and passion to appreciate aviation.

yesterday i went to cut hair, and i did something really redundant to my hair. the process is called twisting. basically, it's easier to style my hair now. okay i completely regretted doing it, i never gonna do it again. why? firstly, it costs 90 bucks for that thing, secondly, it affects my hair (it's very dry) and sculp, thirdly, no point doing it anyway. it makes me wonder how easy the saloon are earning the tais tais's money and those aunties's money.

Next, okay i've been clearing some junk in my house. not junk actually, bikes and oto trimax. i sold them on ebay, it was really easy to get buyers there. that leads me to think of using ebay as a tool to sell things. well, sell things and make profits. i'm thinking of that. There's no other places easier to market your products. although i've always wanted to be a pilot, business has always been in my mind all the time. i can be flying full time and do business as part time. it can be done.

okay chinese new year is just 4 days away, totally in chinese new year mood now, no mood to study for the exams -.- and the exams are just right after chinese new year, how wise it is to schedule it right after cny?? anyway i just want to nail all those 3 papers, how hard can it get.

Okay let's talk about what i wanna do after the exams - after 1st march. my last paper falls on the first of march. okay, i wanna get myself a go kart, living the dreams of a racing driver! okay enough of all the expensive hobbies(gosh i have so little money, but yet so many hobbies) i'm gonna earn some serious money!

okay, that's all for now. Seeya! Happy Cheena New Year!

anger.

2010-01-27T19:47:00.003+08:00

'You listening now right? i not listening. Make sure you know how to do tomorrow..' my blood boils...okay if you're him that you probably think i'm sensitive. well, i can't deny that you're a very very good manipulator, let me repeat, you're a very good manipulator when you're at fault. and yes, i think you're only good at that. okay you can close this window before i continue on, i know you won't anyway.

okay first, i must admit i'm pretty blunt at times. let me continue, everything started off like this:

Some of us was crowding in front of the class to clear some doubts with our CP teacher, i was trying my best to comprehend what was being taught. and he said, oh you listening now right? i not listening. make sure you know how to do tomorrow..

let me explain, why dont we listen and solve our CP project together? two minds are better than one right? are you too good to listen? are you pushing the responsiblities on me? i didn't mean you're smarter or lousier, i mean you're better in CP ( ah yes when i said this to him his reply was: do you mean i'm stupid but good at CP?) this guy really good at manipulating. i wonder how far he will go in life. haha.

okay, no point occuping my mind with this fellow, he's just one coward. i really hope he's reading this. well as always, he will say things like: oh i'm choosing to play COOL. good act hur. and lots more crap from him actually. too many to name.

okay, i shall go study, goodbye!

school's open house

2010-01-10T11:07:00.002+08:00

3 days of demostration for every hour, makes me feel like doing some IT show (except this one no pay) makes me feel like a slave. i'm not greedy but a small monetary incentive is the least that i deserve. okay, i just hope i'll get a fantastic portfolio which will get me a place in a local uni.

okay let me describe a day in the school's open house, first flight start at noon and continue for the next five hours. each flight lasting for 6-7 mins. you must be thinking can slack in between the flights. but hell no, i charge batteries, move from atrium to block R and back again. before you know it, time is up again for the next flight. how i wish time passes so fast during work.

despite all the busy running around, i managed to try the microsoft flight sim, it was great joy to land the cessna again and again. i'm in love with flight again, haha i'm one greedy dude. want this and want that, never contented with what i have, i guess this is what keeps me going so far.

yesterday after the open house, i went to my aunt's house for her grandaughter's first month celebration. met my cousin, uncles and aunties and some distant relatives that i dont really know. drank some red wine until abit high.

My cousin just got his driving license, i want mine too! i'll see it goes.

okay, that's all for now, byebye. God bless all kind souls!

My first time on a Go Kart

2009-12-30T23:35:00.001+08:00

i can't help but kept smiling for the whole day, it's my first time driving a go-kart today! Okay so why am i so crazy over karts? the reason: i'm a fan of formula 1 and i wanna try the basics of car racing - go karting. well well, dont look down on go karts for you can never know which driver may be the next lewis hamilton (i can almost hear the girls going crazy over his name, haha)karting teaches everything about racing. okay, let me share my experience today:

i arrived at the circuit around 10 this morning, made my payment and proceed to the mechanic. i was directed to a kart, and no sooner i was seated on a kart. the moment that i was waiting for finally came round. with adrenaline pumping inside me, i rested my feet on the two pedals. the mechanic fired up my engine, i stepped on the accelerator and tried to turn the steering wheel, steering away from the line of karts. i can feel the resistance of the steering force, no wonder there's a need for racing drivers to have strong arms. well, my gym training paid off. as i sped down the long straights i can feel the vibrations and the strong wind that brushed acrossed my skin.after a few laps my fingers were numbed from the vibrations. as i negotiate the different corners (hairpins, bend) i can feel the lateral gravity forces acting on me, something that race drivers live with. it feels like cornering a car without braking. well, this is only a kart, it would be more on a full blown race car. the vibrations, the steering force, the lateral G, the heat, the full concentration, no wonder they say it's grueling behind the engine roar. after the first few laps, i can feel myself going faster and faster as i got familiarize with the circuit. it was not long when i was signalled to pit.

it was an indeed an fascinating experience, and i'm so going back to kart. and i know for sure racing is in my blood :D seeya

It's Christmas eve!

2009-12-24T11:09:00.003+08:00

Hohoho! Santa is coming. not because of anything else* i'm having my much awaited term break now, but i feel lost and empty. perhaps i'm thinking too much. sometimes my dad is just driving me crazy, i wish i can end him. my life's too ordinary, too boring. i went to watch avatar in 3D, very nice indeed. i need to do more things if not i'm just thinking too much.

These days i've been wanting to get started in karting, perhaps i want santa to give me a race suit, a helmet, a pair of racing gloves and a pair of racing shoes. Santa please!

I found You

2009-11-24T19:21:00.003+08:00

Everyday so routine, i need a holiday to whine down. i hope all the common tests will be over soon, i'm want term break to start in no time. i'm tired of school, really.

Of course there are things to be happy about, i met a schoolmate of mine, we never really talked much back in middle school but fate brought us together now for good. and i really hope things will turn out well soon:)) i'm waiting for christmas :D

I'm loving these songs!

thats all for now, cheers!

holidays over..

2009-09-16T20:47:00.006+08:00

gone are the days when i can sleep till noon. sem 2 week 1 now. everyday pack with so many things. all the new modules sucks except for maybe the engineering maths and the semestral project. sometimes i wonder how much the course is relevant in the future, how much can a aerospace engineer earn? i think i'm taking this course for interest sake. i'm thinking of taking a degree in SIM, 2 years can get degree already.

everyday is so routine in school, i'm so tired of it. i am only looking forward to the weekends, saturday work and sunday flying. i can meet my friends at work, especially Charmaine:D and the camera uncle. and sunday my flying kakis. these are things that keep me moving.

thats all for now, bye.

one day to go - national day! long weekend ahead

2009-08-07T19:27:00.002+08:00

it has been years since i blogged, time flies la. Last week i was sick and had high fever, doctor gave me a scare of my life. Doctor: You're 90% now a H1N1 patient. anyway, i'm well now.last few months was up and down, kayak training was fun..talking about kayak, we juniors i fighting for places in IVP, like 3 juniors guys this year. Me? I won't even think of it this year, i'm lagging behind alot. first the kayak cant go straight for what ever reasons and i don't go fast. train more will help. after i went back to kayaking, i feel i've lagged behind. Aiya, anyway i'm a student in school to study, why worry so much about CCA?

This few weeks is golden weeks to mug, finally. everyday passby so fast luh, so tired so rush, no time for other things. how i wish every day we got like maybe 30 hours? 6 hours more to sleep and rest? that would be nice:D and national day is just a day away, can't wait to watch the parade. and and and I WANT TICKETS IN. I think they should sell the tickets luh and the proceeds go to charity or what. at least got money can buy, now the situation is got money can't buy. argh! i will be watching along esplanade area, catch flying display and fireworks!

talking about tickets it reminds me of F1 Grand Prix next month, nice my dad agrees to pay for my ticket. yeah. and ya schumacher coming back to F1 scene. WE actually live to see schumacher race? isn't that some miracle happening? so this year must watch the grand prix can.if u wait next year, massa fully recovered how? no more schumi already. not that i dont't like massa but its worth watching a legend race in a home city track, anyway massa still got alot of seasons to catch. i've got a feeling schumi will like pawn everyone, haha. he's very good with machines one, his motor bike lap timing is comparable to those top bikers hor.told ya, once a legend, always a legend.

okay, alot to say so little time. i should stop here, i promise to blog more often, the blog's quite dead actually. haha.

take care all! Happy 44th birthday singapore:D

dreams shattered..

2009-06-21T14:43:00.003+08:00

A post card was sent to my house yesterday, it reads Your application for the SYFC Flying Course has not been successful. Thank you for the interest shown.

All this while i've been thinking i can at least get into flying, say at least fit to fly? But no, my medical history shows i've childhood asthma. A perfect healthy body with a history of asthma, how wasted.

Flying has always been my ambition since young, it just takes a simple postcard to crush my dream.

Postcards are suppose to be greeting cards, not as rejection letter. they arent sincere enough to send you a proper rejection letter.

2 more weeks to cheong before party

2009-05-30T19:07:00.002+08:00

2 more weeks before my term break starts. I need a break, maybe I'm taking in more than i can chew. But i guess life's is all about cheonging. If life's so comfortable then there's no meaning right? Of course, work hard and play hard too. But humans are lazy animals, play hard and when it comes to work 'just get it done with'.

ah, i hate those crowded bus, MRTs. the sight of it pisses me off. how i wish i could drive to school and back home, who would care about public transport then. i dread the long journey every morning to school, 9 stops + LRT in an hour is no joke. i can save hell lots of precious time with a drive to school. probably less than 30 minutes. so ya, i want a car.

i went back to sec school, i really missed those times in sch. sleeping in class, playing in class...the school feeling isnt there anymore in poly. i met a few of my seniors, germaine and two others. they are really role models for me. learn from them youzhi!

hoho, next weekend is competition already. Hope to catch more practice flights this week, i hope can win something for the nation. dreaming ah u..

okay, thats all Renee!! updated! hehe

Too many things, too little time

2009-05-24T19:22:00.003+08:00

why 24hrs a day? cant we bargain for more? everyday seems so pack and hectic, i wish i had more time to spare. i need more time to rest!

okay lets see what i'm having next week, monday kayaking training, tuesday free!, wednesday back to bukit view to attend council investiture, thurs kayaking training, friday free! Not that bad as i thought it would be. I wonder if i could pass the physical assessment again, fingers crossed. I'll give every bit i have.

3DX competition is coming in two weeks time, i'm sooo not ready. Hais. I went hwa chong for a demo flight, these are the pics

okay back to my life, I've thinking of taking a break in rc flying. All this while learning to fly, but what have i gained in my life? It's only a hobby afterall. I think its time to focus other things, like spending time with others?

Ah, i need to thank all my friends for being so forgiving at times and making school so enjoyable sometimes. Hehe, and i promised someone to update my blog ;-)

Lazy blogger says...

2009-04-14T19:15:00.002+08:00

woah, a blink of an eye its now april 2009. i've done many things in the super duper long break - which i think i dont deserve it at all. i didnt work as hard as i should, serve u right you zhi! this is the poly u go..

talking about poly, i went to nyp. Not that bad, i went to aeronautical and aerospace technology - an engineering course. its my dream course but its not my dream poly, if you're sharp enough u would have noticed nyp is so not near my house. besides, the best aeronautical course is in sp. so given my results i got no choice but to consider nyp and tp in my selection. i applied for both JPSAE and JAE, (JPSAE - an admission that is based on non-academic areas, 'u know wad'), i sent all of my applications to sp, np and nyp. And god knows, i got in to nyp by both means of admission, maybe its fated.

and guess wad, today's my first day of orientation. Quite fun la, met nice people :) tmr will be my second day of orientation, yeah.

And yea not to forget my hobby, i've been training for the competition in june. But things just doesnt seems to go my way, and not just that, people are giving their criticism. But i do open to criticism, because they help me strive even harder. To

LAstly, i promise to update this blog more* often than what i did, thats all for now, seeya!!

Day 8

2008-12-18T09:46:00.006+08:00

today we took the high speed rail in taipei, it is a copy of the japan shinkansen train. very smooth and fast! it travels at around 250-290km/h but its top speed is 300km/h.

Had a great day today, our last night in taipei, i want to go back home!! Will update again when im back in singapore.

Day 7

2008-12-18T09:22:00.004+08:00

Today we are on our own, we took the taipei MRT to a scenic area. Nothing much there but we were on our own timing so no rush at all. taipei MRT very similar to singapore MRT except for the many different lines. so its kinda shame to be lost in singapore.

we ate tou hua at the shi ling ye shi, very different from our singapore ones. and we took MRT back to Xi Men station, our hotel is right in the middle of the xi men ting. seeya..

Day 6

2008-12-16T09:06:00.012+08:00

okay ytd night i was sick so i didnt update the pics last night, doing it now in the morning. im back in taipei now. we had separated from our tour and we will be touring on our own for 2 more days. I'm down with sore throat, and the weather make me feel terrible. ytd night was like 14 degree celsius.

today we will be touring around in taipei, okay seeya! will update tonight again.

Day 5

2008-12-14T23:57:00.005+08:00

Today was fine, except for im sick, down with stomachache and diahorrea. The feeling sucks when u have a cold weather and you are sick. We are staying at Tai Zhong now, the central of taiwan. Weather is the coldest so far in our trip.

The 921 earthquake memorial tower

'Bing Tang' mei mei that came up to our bus

milk anyone?

Up on a train..

okay tmr im going back to taipei, will be visiting some sites including the taipei 101 building. Hope i will get better by tmr morning, seeya!

Day 4

2008-12-13T22:35:00.004+08:00

Today im in Kaohshiung, the weather here is warmer compared to taipei and taidong. So yea i was wearing double and i took off a layer. today's tour was abit boring, we visited some 'shops' again and we were 'encouraged' to buy their products. mostly health products, and they claim their pills work like immortality pill. i think we should be brought to MORE sight seeing places rather then visiting some norm places.

Above: Chinese garden lookalike=.=

I shall not go on and on, tmr gonna be a long day again. morning call at 6am, breakfast at 6.30m, setting off at 7.20am sharp to catch train. So yea gonna sleep early, thats all for now, seeya!

Day3

2008-12-12T21:08:00.009+08:00

Blogger so slow!! okay, day 3 was kind of boring. We spent most of the time on bus trips and 'shops' that we had to visit. Anyway i met Celia at today's hotel! one of my schmates. so cool la, met her on the same trip but different tour. i met her at changi airport, then she told me she was heading for taiwan. what a conicidence! then i met her the second time at 'jiu fen'. well well, she look good in her winter clothes. I actually got more photos to put up but blogger is just too slow, i spent like a few minutes on every pics i put up. I promise to post all the photos once im back in singapore:)

Anyway, we tmr heading to kaohshiung. And i suppose we will spend most of the time traveling on bus. haha. But hey im visiting a hobby shop there, so yea hope to buy a few stuffs there. I have already emailed them to reserve a set of servos and im collecting them tmr! Okay thats all for now, will update tmr again. seeya! Safe journey ahead, hooray!

Day 2

2008-12-11T22:30:00.003+08:00

2008-12-10T22:22:00.006+08:00

Hi all, I'm in taiwan now! I paid 100NT to go online for like 30mins. So i not gonna talk too much and i shall let the pictures do the talking.

okay 30minutes up, all thanks to slow blogger website. Will add the captions next time and will try to update my blog everyday if im not too tired or lazy. Thats all for now!

Day1

Grad Ball 2008

2008-11-20T12:41:00.011+08:00

I'm too lazy to put caption..

2008-11-16T19:07:00.003+08:00

The blog's dead, no it's not. I have been mugging all the way through Os and I admit that i mugged, unlike some people. Os isnt that hard afterall. Okay, enough of Os. It ended already.

I attended my class chalet on the 13th of nov, it was relatively fun. It was just play and play, nothing much. The guys went to ghost hunting at night in pasir ris park, we did encountered something but i saw nothing at all. We returned to chalet at around 1+, i attempt to slp but i ended up watching a movie on my friend's iphone. I slpt at 4.30 and woke up at 8+, and im surprised i could woke up so early...okay i shall speed up, we checked out around 10+ then made our way to eat lunch. We went back around noon.

okay i have been away from my flying (remote control flying), grounded for about a year. im still trying to solve the problem on my heli, it has this blade fluttering problem since last year. Now im thinking of selling it and getting a new one. But it's hard to sell, i'll be at a loss. The asses in the forum will be asking for ridiculous price. Some guy asked for $300 for a 30/50 size heli? somemore must be neg. He must be new in the hobby.

im left with two options, change the heli or change all the parts above the swashplate. oh ya, my transmitter LCD spoiled and i've spent it back. This is the second time in a year, consecutively. I'm not very lucky in my hobby, yea? i just pray hard my transmitter can come back in a week time, AND my heli will be trouble free after i replaced all those parts.

oh yea, i bought my grad night stuffs yesterday. all thanks to eleanor for helping me chose my blazer etc. And we went to eat Donuts! haha. Then we walked around rafflescity and finally to esplanade. oh, we forgot to take pictures, maybe do it another day.

okay thats all for now, seeya..

2008-07-05T20:21:00.002+08:00

Hi all, long time no blog. But I didn't forgot my blog, I'm just too lazy to post. It's not dead. I have decided to change the way I post, or rather the language I use on my blog. I will be using accurate English in my posts, not to show off or something but to sharpen my language skills. All those singlish won't help me in anyway so why not make it better.

I have spent my june holidays doing topical revision for my A maths, these few months went past really fast, I didn't even feel the holiday mood. I'm changing the way I study, the includes no procrastinating, practice as if there's no tomorrow, kick myself in the ass to go faster. I once saw this phrase: Dream as if you will live forever, Do as if the world end today. Something like that.

4th July was my o level chinese oral, It was disasterous. I had flunk it, for sure. It was very disappointing for me, and the worst thing was that the examiner was my Sec1 chinese teacher, I think she was disappointed too.

I'm trying my best now to focus and concentrate in my other subjects, maybe my chinese was meant to be an alarm for me to work harder. PS: I know it's boring to read my blog, but i choose to pen all this learning points down for my friends to share. Ah yes, not that I don't have any entertainment, I did catch a couple of movies during the june holidays.

Seeya..

2008-05-15T18:20:00.003+08:00

it has been more than a month since i blogged, dont bother and too busy to blog. i treat blogging like a pastime, im nt a serious blogger. Dont wish to treat blogging as a task, so i blog whenever i like. Did quite alot of things in the past months. Most of the time i was struggling with my studies and wasting precious time. My MYE results sucks, but did improve a little. Pathetic score which i can go no tertiary sch. i know i can do it, but i lack the focus and motivation. im applying for direct jc admission, ytd night went through all the 18 jcs websites. applying for cjc, jjc, njc and sajc. all jcs have different requirements, i go for the leadership ones. And im waiting for direct poly admission, that is what i really wan.

my mother tongue o level coming in a week time, i hope can get a grade of A2 so i can drop the subject. i jus hope i have enough time to do all my revisions before the Os. i jus feel the education in sg is nt well-rounded, the exam-based approach offered a very limited proof of the student's overall academic ability. anyway this is nt my excuse for nt doing well. I will try my best:D

recently (quite long ago), i begin to take notice of the people around me, probably because they are better than me in some ways. i have paid special attention to their behaviour, it jus shows how selfish they are. im nt being over sensitive or wad, but i have to learn to work with this kind of people. when ppl are better than you, you feel bad and this makes them easier to pin you down more. im glad that i realised this at this age, it only tells how cruel the society is.the world work this way, no choice. So friends, dont let this ppl pin you down, work hard!

to end off, i jus feel sad for those victims of the china si chuan quake. i hope that the situation there will get better. byee

2008-04-06T15:22:00.003+08:00

30th March, i went to Never Drink and Drive Campaign by Johnnie Walker - JointhePack.com a 2 time world champion - Mika Hakkinen was there performing F1 car and a mercedes street car demonstration. First time in my life i witness a F1 car live in action..

realised i have interest in racing too..love the noise of the F1, looking forward to the race in sept

2008-04-03T20:01:00.002+08:00

life went fairly gd for me, nth specially gd happen to me. My results is below average, my schedule is packed, and i get tired easily. how can i study?? i duno why im writing this down, im confused. I feel down, im not performing well in anything. i gt my el oral exams results and chem test back, disappointed by the results.

i am damn pissed by some ppl. im really put off by some ppl. i gt no more to write, but yet many endless thoughts in my mind. mixed feelings, confused, pissed, down, hatred,...

2008-03-26T19:26:00.002+08:00

Today officially step down as pres of my SC, before the investiture benjamin came up to me and thank me for being his pres and even say he had enjoyed the time working with me, i appreciate that ben:DD The investiture went considerably smooth. GAve my final speech, nt a perfect one, still gt lots to improve. Hope i gt a chance to give speech again, and i will work hard for that. i really had a great time as the pres, will remember tis for my life. (If i keep talking abt my SC, tis post will never end:D) I love my counciliors!!

Now, i have to chiong my studies, FOCUS and CONCENTRATE!! Train and work hard!

2008-03-18T20:54:00.002+08:00

HI all, long time no posts. 5 more days to investiture, really sad to stepdown, i will miss those times. How i wish i could reverse time, so i can do it all over again and do it better. i will still help the new exco, im really glad to see the team working well and fine:) i will always remember the experience i had in council, i gain alot and it has changed me to be a better person. i will share my thoughts with my council..

meanwhile, i need to stay focus on my studies. Must kick myself sometimes to wake up, only 7 more months. ok, FOCUS & CONCENTRATE!

2008-03-12T18:38:00.002+08:00

highlights:

last sunday went on a flight on piper warrior plane, at seletar airport. it is a joyride by my CCA - singapore youth flying club. i arrived at the airport then changed my ezlink with pass. after all was ready, the alarm sounded and it was CAT 1. Flight was delayed, by right sunday should have two flights but it was reduced to one. So someone has to go home..the sec4s were given priority to fly. the plane was a 4 seater, me and another guy are sec4 so we had to choose one from two sec3s. it was decided by coin flipping. we took off at around 11+ i was seated infront together with the pilot, it was so fanscinating..we reached a height of 1600feet..singapore is really neat and tidy. car and houses were like miniature models..haha i saw my living estate!! singapore is really small, one glance can see sembawang, tenah and changi airfields..we landed around 12+, and the three of us were exhausted, jus tired dunno why. somehow motivate me to work harder to be a pilot.

2008-03-06T18:30:00.002+08:00

another day...everyday learning new stuffs in sch, yes tired but seems to love the momentum. march holidays coming but nt for us, going back sch everyday.. yes training regularly but cant seems to figure out the sprint posture..tmr going gym after sch. Tis sat going down to syfc to pass up consent form then fly simulator, sunday going down again to take piper warrior plane for joy ride..cant wait for sunday..

2008-03-01T20:09:00.002+08:00

ytd went to gym, finally after 3 weeks..was sick one wk before then last wk nt free. do the usual sets then decided to approach the instructor abt sprinting..surprisingly he also a sprinter, then we talk for very long abt sprinting, the techniques and trainings. he taught me hw to do squating and dead lifts, i was amazed by how important is the posture of the lifting. so i mus get the posture correct first, i did try with light weights he i had no problem with my posture:) yea, i enjoyed my time in the gym.

before that in sch i found out that my classmate eric had a memory loss, he even forgt me..i was reali shock..when i asked him did he remember me, he replied that: ppl say u are my president, i will try to recall you. im reali sad for him, he only remember his sec2 class..really worried for his Os. i hope his memory will regain soon..

tats all, byee..

2008-02-28T18:02:00.003+08:00

the 3 days course 'i am gifted so are u' program finally ended ytd, with our mindsets changed and our souls touched we headed home around 10+ it was a fabulous night event, some walk to the centre of the hall express their gratitude and apologies to their parents.., im really touched when i saw one of them went up and knee down on the floor for his father, his dad has passed away and the last time when he said 'i love u' to his dad was the last - so guys treasure ur parents when they are still around, i admire their courage to stand up. tis program reali taught me ALOT, practically impossible to name out everything..

today woke up and went to sch awhile, then went hm around 8+..felt weird. tats all, nth much to say:D

2008-02-26T22:18:00.002+08:00

tis three days, im attending the adam khoo's i am gifted so are you program, learned hell LOTS of things..some trainers was interesting and made us laugh like maddd

today is second day of the program, the most engaging part is when we were made to reflect on our lives, eg what are we fighting for in our life? abt our parents.. it made many of us cried, yes including me..never in my life had a speaker made me drop a tear

tmr is the closing ceremony, parents were called to attend the event, we will be given a chance to voice out our apologies and gratefulness to them. we were told that after the event many families will be reformed, families became more bonded...parents and child no longer fight, no more cold wars and etc.. i shall see tmr

2008-02-24T12:45:00.003+08:00

ytd i went to singapore airshow 08 with my bro in law, the pics below..

The long queue to the airshow..

New composite material, strong & lighter

A380 engine, trent 500?

B777 3/4 scale engine
A380

A380 flying, other fighters too fast for my hp
Boeing...
compressor blades
blades..

the exhaustssss
pilots..

Me with F15

Ppl straining their eyes to view flying displays
Me with apache
Me with UAV
absolutely offtopic of airshow, the F1 car
Me behind exhaust

The black knights team performance was awesome, and yeah! i gt the autographs of all 6 pilots..very cool pilots and fantastic flying skills..

note: if you gt no interest in aviation, you will find tis post meaningless...vice versa

2008-02-22T22:02:00.002+08:00

ok, finally updating my blog, too lazy to do so..today was tiring ytd night went to watch dim sum dollies at esplanade..the show was awesome, definitely a must-watch for singaporeans..it has touch on current situations like income taxes, government officials pay etc..show was great!! lots of humour and adult jokes, great creative ideas.. the show ended around 10+ then our bus reached sch around 11, after that went to mac..reached home around 12.. oh ya forgot to add, we SINGAPORE won the YOG bid!! yeah!

today was just another day, slp abit in class..was pissed by some ppl in class..i was resting on the table and some ass disturbed me..DO NT disturb me when im slping, wake me up nicely* ok then after school go running with X country, ran up to bukit timah there and do interval training..

tmr going to airshow le, will post the photos..byee

2008-02-15T18:50:00.002+08:00

ytd night i had fever all the way, felt super hot and cold...due to the air-con, then after tat i went out of my room to sleep on the sofa in the living room..took some medicine at around 3+am, slp till morning then realised fever still have..went to see doctor around 11, doctor long queue..then he measure my temperature, it was 39 degrees...real HOT. then went back home to eat something before taking the medicine, the fever did nt go off immediately...fever finally go off almost an hour later..phew

i miss lots of lessons today, feel very weird nt going to sch..so mus make full use of tis wkend to study for monday common test, kay tats all..

2008-02-13T20:41:00.002+08:00

Today woke up to find that i gt an itchy throat, started coughing tis morning...most probably the result of the KFC ytd after sch. Fast food never do me gd, it was once proven again..damn. i will skip the lessons part, after sch went to join the x country for training...my leg muscles was overstrained so ran long d, go through batok nature reserves and back to school. it was fun, then came back to sch for games, decided to attempt a sprint with sharvin. then gt my strain worsen, so dunno need how long to recover. i strain my muscles before the cny, then after long break still feel the pain...ok after everything, went to mac with sharvin to fill up his exco nomination form..after meal went home, i need prepare for tmr common test...dun really understand my chem teacher, trying my best to study tonight...

2008-02-11T22:44:00.000+08:00

Had a long day today...went to sch and had a shock, i gt A maths test today. Never studied so most likely kosong:( haiz..cher never go through the chapter or at least gave an assignment on the topic. Nvm no point crying over spilled milo..next time work harder only

then today gt EL common test, nt very common..the passage was funny, dun realli understand it..hope i can pass, tired of tests...after sch went to eat lunch at canteen, the lormee sucks in the canteen first time and last time i eating it...gt hell lots of table tennis players in the canteen waiting to trash my sch's team..

at around 3.30, i had 2hrs of chinese creative writing course until 5.30..after sch i went to my sis's boss hse to visit for cny..didnt expect to get 4 more hongbaos+6 bucks gt from gambling. the food there nth nice, nt much also, but enjoyed the hospitality of her boss..

later reached home around 8.30 still in sch uniform..then rushed to popular to buy chemistry practice book for thurs common test. gonna pia tis few days, read practice see answers, redo..

ok tats all, slping soon..

2008-02-09T22:49:00.000+08:00

Today watched KungFuDunk movie, nice..jay chou very cool inside. can see the 'bright' side of him, nt the usual singing dude..haha hey nice movie:D good story line...i bet its better than the CJ7 or the made in Singapore ah long thingy...went watched the movie at 1, ended around 3
+

Just nw visit my sis's bf hse, received my last hongbao of the year..the food taste great there, alot better than my mum's dishes..after dinner watched TV, the jacky wu doggy show..went off after that..nw at home, must start my hw and revision for common test le..

Fireworks on cny eve..

2008-02-08T10:47:00.000+08:00

2008-02-07T16:11:00.000+08:00

sry sry..yesterday no time to post, the sch cny celebration was nice..didnt know tat alot of good singers in sch..after the celebration i went to play tennis in dew condo, didnt feel like going gym so chose to go play tennis..after walking out of school gate with a few friens (sharvin, nabilah..) i tried to search for my hp, it was missing! knn, i cnt find it in my shoe bag..i then curse and swear as i walked to my frien's hse..sharvin and me changed to pe attire then we ran back to sch, felt realli hopeless at tat time, how can i lost my phone? arghh!! we ran all the way to my classrm to see if i left it on my table, no nth there...we then went to the hall, we met the sch attendant, we asked abt the handphone...he said he hold on to it and told us tis story: Someone went to take my bag and claimed that the bag was his, he then stop the guy and saw him holding on to the hp. He took it and wanna return to mr kong...when ask whether he recognise that boy, he said too many students impossible....

only god knows who is telling the truths, but realli thank him for returning me the hp..imagine losing all contacts and the trouble of cancelling the line...after i gt back my hp we then went back to the condo for our tennis game around noon. Tennis is fun! haha..btw kai sheng, jones, sherilyn, sharvin, nabilah and haniff was there. Kai sheng was staying in the condo, after playing kai sheng's mum brought as sandwiches and drinks..

i later took 187 to my sis hse for lunch with family, and went to bukit timah in the evening for reunion dinner with my uncle. after dinner i then met up with jie qiang at west mall, i saw hui min at west mall with her sis and dad. we took mrt down to the city hall, then walk through city link to esplanade there. had alot of fun at the carnival - uncle ringo..jie qiang then called his dad (atm) to come down, cuz he needed more money. his dad came and went home after failing to find any parking lots in the esplanade. wtf

the fireworks was nice, i'm a fireworks fan..i will always like to attend events like national day, fireworks festival, new year countdown etc..after the fireworks we then find our way to marina square to watch midnight movie, but its closed. Then we went home, we took mrt back...i reached home at around 3. nearly miss the station, i was sleeping on the train..tired

okok, tats all for ytd..

2008-02-05T22:26:00.000+08:00

Hi all, first post haha...two more days to cny..cnt wait for those foodies. yeah tmr nt mani lessons, onli bio..Today realli long day, stay until 6+ was hijacked by ms cheong to finish physics assignments, then met jie qiang after his rehearsal for tmr's event, we went to eat after tat..went back hm around 8. Watched all those news abt china with the snowstorms, realli sad...new year le still have such disasters..china government shld wake up

ok that was hell lots of nonsense that i have written, nvm...tmr sch end early, going gym with a few friens..then evening meeting relatives to have reunion dinner, yes! foodiee..at night going esplanade there to watch fireworks with friens...

hey friens, a few movies showing soon, wan watch call me go hor...happy chinese new year to all! enjoy!!